well, i'm starting to realize how silly i am for making him all my world, it's all my fault to be honest i made him think that no matter he would do i would never leave , eveytime we have i fight im the one that has to apologize whether it's my fault or not, it's like he's taking me for granted and i'm so sick of that..
I never thought it was fate or coincidence, just a natural path when a relationship has one person ready to get married and another that isn't..
I'd prefer to actually have some kind of connection with a woman I have sex with rather than just liking the look of her physically. It's not a one way street, I'm giving my body to her too, so she should be worthy just as much as I am. And that should be the case for all people. Sure there are men (women too) who just want the physical side, and with sex being far from sacred in society today is it any wonder so many men assume some women have the same ideas in mind as they do. There are even dating websites for married people to hook up with other married people .. The lines are blurred..
am cool and cute also a shy gu..