I think of it this way; If she also liked me, she would had forgiven me the day after and things would had been normal. She knew I was drunk, and she would have forgiven me if she really wanted a relationship. She was or still might be attractive towards me but the point is that she might not want any attachments. Hence when I met her to get my things, she didn't utter a single word. She kept it cool and simple, handed me my stuff with a smile on her face. Didn't even try to initiate a conversation with me and simply started walking in her direction. What on Earth could I have said to make a person that upset ? Nothing, actually, it's right there in front of me, she used me. I thought about it a lot, I can try, but what's the point, she won't reply me back (I am certain she won't). By the way, I should let it go and focus on my career rather than having this affect me in negative ways. Though I must admit it felt like I was raped.
i like having fun and i am outgoin..
And r u not over it yet?.
We are, just for the record, on day 3 since the cancellation, and I have received no contact from him (phone call, email, text message, etc.) about rescheduling. And I have been on Facebook quite a bit (as is my regular routine), have seen him on line in the IM que, and he has never once contacted me. I will continue to wait and see if he ever does, but ... I do find the situation to be stranger and stranger as time goes on, thanks to everyone's insights..
i think you should leave him. hes not doing you any good, if he loved you he wouldn't keep hurting you so bad. Tell him its over. don't go back to him. It sounds like hes slowly ruining your life. You deserve so much better, you sound such a good person..
im a bon jovi tribute artist and can play their songs on guita..
Woohoo!! Rowan! Ok lets say she does this, maybe several times, but nothing changes, then what? Just wondering..
Want a good woman to enjoy our lives togethe..
We have not ever said 'I love you' to eachother, and honestly.. I cannot do it. I've told her this and asked her how she felt about it too. Her replies are vague, but I was able to surmise from our talks that she has similar feelings. That perhaps she has lost hope too, but is too scared to break it off. It's hard to say. If you've read this far, you're probably wondering why the hell anyone would stay in something like this. Well, when we are together, things are much better. When I see her, she is more affectionate. When we ARE happy, we feel a bond, even if it's weak. But we rarely see eachother, and texts from her (which is the backbone of our relationship) are robotic and cold. Not intentionally. Just because that is how she is. Constant affection isn't what she needs like me sadly. I wish I didn't.. but it's just how my mind works..
any more from her?.
Two exotic cuties..
nice lil butt here.
right up my alley.
Three almost blow's it for me with this pic...I'd have a hard time choosing who went first between the others, though!.