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Okay now that I have read all your posts I understand why he's being distant. The age difference coupled with his schooling and work all contributions as to why he's hardly spending time with you. He's busy finishing college? and working to pay loans and debts. All this amount to incredible pressure at times and gives him any time to worry about anything else. Also as you've said, you're in the phase of transitioning jobs that you're hardly busy with other things, so in your free time your mind often wanders to thoughts about him. That in turn causes you to believe something is wrong with the relationship..
I respect your unwillingness to leave the insecurity issues alone for now--(please also note that I am not saying all of this is your fault or you are wrong--by no means am I implying that.) Understand however that doing this will leave the real problem unsolved, and I assume that you want to work through this so you can have a healthy relationship in the future AS WELL as the present. You must notice that you will be told it's normal by some people, and abnormal by others, but in the end, you'll still be stuck in the same mindset you're in and that's because your issue isn't the deeper issue.