Part of me wants the closure to say its over to him..but part me says he will just come up with another excuse..
I am upbeat, postive, fit, healthy,active and financially stabl..
Especially when I was younger, a lot of my relationships evolved out of proximity. That said, even from the first time we met, I never judged any of those women unattractive or even neutral. Although in my case, that's not saying a lot, because I find a large majority of women attractive..
Maybe some of us had good judgement throughout their life. The rest of us made stupid mistakes and are only human and are trying to live the rest of our lives in as morally responsible a way as possible..
She is hot, independant (lives w/ roomates), well-educated and has a good sense of humor. Heres the thing, she has moved around quite a bit. Born in state 1, moved to state 2 (family move), state 3 (for college), state 4 and now state 5 (where I am). Plus her family is half and half (she has 2 half-siblings she says she treats badly) via divorce etc, etc..
I really like your response, thanks for this understanding perspective. I told her that i'm not big into group outings, but I'm willing to do that to spend some time with you. She said she'll read up on Mars before we go... (and she had last week also when we were supposed to go).
It's not that I don't love him completely, I know I do and that I want to be with him forever, it's just that I'm still so jealous of this friend of his that it's eating me up inside. I just can't understand why he still sees her, knowing my feelings, business or not. I mean, isn't our relationship more important than a business deal?.
Fast forward to this semester, I started school on Friday and one of my best friends had a girl he knew at the table. We started talking and both of us smoke weed so I got her number and told her we should smoke sometime. We talked for a bit and I told her I had night classes on Tuesday which are on the campus in her town and just chatted in our group of friends. I saw her again on Monday and she remembered that I didn't have school until 6 on Tuesday and invited me to smoke. When she left she gave me a hug which was slightly abnormal for me as most girls don't do that with me..